when the escaped lab monkey pointed the gun at her she foresaw the worst
when the monkey shot the zombie creeping behind her she was relieved

when she and the monkey became married she felt the future was bright
when the marriage crumbled because of the monkey’s gambling she was hurt

when their monkey-hybrid son killed his father in an Oedipal rage it was ‘good’
when he was raised as a monkey zombie and bit her it was ‘bad’

accepting everything as it comes, time’s ability to confuse is lessened